So I went to find Patt's house and I accidentally pulled in the CJ's house and was one house over. When I went there Patt's mom and dad talked about me as a little kid and how well they knew my mom and stuff. So yeah, it wasn't was awkward as I thought it was going to be. Patt and I drove to Beena's house and hung out with Rick, Lesley, Chris and Beena before we went bowling. At bowling I won the first game, I crushed them all and Patt said the only way I won was because I kept on distracting him with my cute faces I would make at him. So he would hug me so I couldn't see anyone elses strategy and so I couldn't make my "cute faces" at him. And then he stole my seat, and made me sit on his lap. And when I wouldn't he pulled me down to sit on his lap. Which gave Chris the idea to have Beena sit on his lap. :)

So then I came in fourth in the second game.... and fourth in the thrid game. So it was fun. And then We went back to Beena's house (thankfully I got to drive) and hung out. On the way back, Beena and Chris made out it the back, woot woot! You go gurll. So anyways we hung and talked there. And then I drove Patt back home and he told me to pull over so I did, and he was like, "So... you wanna kiss?" And I was like, "Um... I don't know." He said, "So then say yes."

So I did and then he leaned over and we were making out. It was soooo fucking good. Like seriously, We made out for like 20 minutes and he pulled me over on to his seat on top of him and leaned the seat back. And then I tired to convince him we should get him back to his house and he kept on beggin for one more minute and wouldn't let me up. It was so amazing, except he started shaking near the end, so weird.

And I saw him at church. I taught with his mom and then at the bruncheon I served coffee and sat next to him. After that we went up to the rooms and when I heard Mallory (a girl that really likes him) in another room I went to call her and he grabbed me, and starts kissing me. In CHURCH! It was actually kinda hott. And he pushed me against a wall. And we made out for like 10 minutes, and then I pointed out he had to go to class. And he said he didn't want to leave me and we made out for another minute and Mallory started calling him and he ignored her until I stopped him and made him go to class.

Here are some part of out iming convo:
hey
hey. missed you
haha i missed you more
haha aww your so sweet

haha, were dorks, but loveable dorks
well idk about me, but you are
I know I am. I'm such a dork, people just love me!
i meant the loveable part
aww. your so loveable too
maybe, idk. I do know you are though
aww thanks. but you are too!
haha your a good kisser
thanks. your wicked good
haha if im good, and your good, then we should kiss more often
that makes sense, but are you ok with kissing a loveable dork
haha is it also Emma?
yeah i guess it is
then im very ok
good!
i actually very much want to

oo nicee, i noticed how all you buttons were unbuttoned on your polo. was that for mallory?
haha deffinately not. why were you looking there? were you checking me out?
cuz thats about my height... you abnormally tall person
haha you werent looking at my chest?
nahhh of course not...... maybe.....
haha were you checking me out?
nahhh of course not why would i do something like that
idk, maybe you find me attractive.
:)
haha do you?!?
maybeee :)
just admit it so i dont feel weird about thinking your so cute
yeahh i do
i think your cute (and sexy when your on me)

yes, just us, but i gtg, prep for school and stuff. Text me when you wake up ok?
ok i will
goodnight
goodnight
<33333 *kiss*
<33333 *kiss*


yeah I thought he was kinda into me or something. Lol, yes I am a facebook stalker. I go on and look at his profile and see he is in a complicated relationship with some girl. Ouchh... It's like Big T all over again. Lmao. Say hello to my new Friend with Bennifits.

Oh and Megan doesn't talk to her father and her dad said that he was now going to come to all her school events unless she caled him and told him why he shouldn't come. Say hello to blackmail.

So I had a fantastic weekend ☺

Saturday I went to work and nothing exciting happened. I mean absolutely nothing. I got 6 free eggs because Kate is frantically trying to sell them to me and I don’t wanna pay 5 dollars for fresh, organic, free-range eggs. Sorry, So I went home, took a shower, watched a CSI and waited for dad to get back. It was warm so we drove to Cycle Design, but it was wet and raining, my pants got soaked. In there was a guy named Dann and I told him I wanted a green bike and he put me on a Honda sports bike, and complained about a few features so then he put me on this one that looked mike a bike and I complained about it. And then after two more bikes me put me on a Suzuki Gladius. We tried a few more after that but we kept coming to the Gladius. I want it! I need it! I’d get it…. if it wasn’t 6,900 dollars.

Then after we got back I went and got Beena. We hang in my room as I put in my creepy contacts and went over to Mrs. B…. on the moped. Yeah we’re lazy. We hung out there and ate candy as Mrs. B reminisced about the past and the kids who used to live on our street. She mistook Beena for me, but that’s fine. She then asked if we were twins or related and we said no, Beena said it was a compliment but now I don’t understand Beena say’s she isn’t pretty yet she say’s I’m pretty. Then we got on the moped to get home and it wouldn’t move. I guess it didn’t like two passengers. So instead of getting off it and push it we stayed on and moved it with out feet. haha we’re such lazy asses. After that we went and got pizza and played pinball. We watched the proposal as we ate, after we hung in my room and took pictures. Then I brought her home and convinced Lesley that I tattooed my eyes to look like my contacts. I went home and slept after that.

In the morning I woke up and motorcycled to school. Mom brought the fruit and I had the entire youth group in helping me with these two kids. We read the bible and then cut open the fruit to look at the seeds. Pat and I ate the pomegranate while the others ate the tangerine and cucumber. Pat tried to feed me cold squash and I kept on leaning away. And then I tried to feed him and apple and he like twisted me into a hug. So after that I left for home and Pat texted me asked me where I was and I said I was at home and he said he was lonely at church, I told him next week I’d stay with him.

I watched a numbers and uploaded some photos to facebook before Mom, Dad and I went to a hockey game. Every five minutes someone get into a fight with someone else. So funny and violent. I told Pat that it was violent and he said that probably how I liked it. And then in the texts after that we found out both of us were virgins and already had our first kiss. Then somehow like, he became me date with Chris and Beena. Oh and the Sharks won, 4-1. And so now he’s going bowling with us this Saturday.

So I’m pretty excited about Pat coming. Then he said we should bet on this game and I said I was gonna lose. So He asked what he would get if he won. I said that since he would be the winner and he asked for a hug or something. I asked what the something was. And he said he didn’t know my limits. So I told him the truth. That limits and me don’t mix well. so then he said so you’ll do anything. and I responded with, with in reason. So he wanted to look at my shirt. So I was like….. ok….

At first we were gonna hug and then kiss and then he was like, make-out. and I said I was game for anything. So he said make out and then it all changed again and again.

I shouldn’t even be doing this with Pat. no no no no. Bad Emma, Evil Emma. Stay away from young boys. Even though Beena has pointed out to me on many occasions that Pat is only 2 years younger then me. But like I think our relationship should strictly be…, well church related. throw in all this other stuff and it just leaves everyone screwed. Like I’ll give him a hug, hell, I’ll even give him a kiss. But now I’m hoping I win even though I suck at bowling, I’m just gonna need to find tips on how to win. It’s just so confusing and my minds messed up about him, I’ve never been one good at writing things down one paper or even a computer, but something tells me this isn’t gonna turn out well. Maybe I’ll feel better if we return it to a hug.

I know I haven't written a real blog in forever and I will soon. Maybe this weekend, there is so much to catch up with, so much has happened :)

but for now, I am satisfied at posting a picture of my new contacts I've gotten.


I'm tired and i dont give a shit about how i look.

more later... like tomorrow....